Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Going back to work soon…May 4 approaches

Although my heart is still very weak, I am feeling better enough to return to work and a normal routine. My dog Brutus (below) has been my constant and faithful companion, but I yearn for human interaction and to return to the world of art.


Brutus and his favorite toy

I have been able to attend several art events in Jacksonville over the past few weeks. As I see friends and colleagues, many respond with, “you look great.” My common response is, “I have been on a diet that I don’t recommend.”


My new outfit for the Fowler Memorial Dedication.


I am slowly building up my stamina - right now I can go out for two-three hours before starting to "poop out". I have been able to go to an opening at the Cummer Museum of Art & Gardens, the Tillie Fowler Memorial Dedication (below), and the Cultural Council’s Arts Award Luncheon. I am learning that social skills are lost if you do not use them - even a brief conversation can be difficult to maintain when you are out of practice.


Tillie Fowler Memorial, Showing the Way


During the last couple weeks, I have felt more tired and slower. As the dose of heart and blood pressure medications increase, I feel weak and sometimes nauseous. Getting up from sitting is often followed by dizziness, which Dr Constantin says is normal. It doesn’t feel normal when I almost passed out shopping for shoes the other day. As I become used to the level of medications, the symptoms will subside.


Dizziness is a term used to describe everything from

feeling faint or lightheaded to feeling weak or unsteady.

Dizziness that creates the sense that you or your

surroundings are spinning or moving is called vertigo.

Although it may be disabling and incapacitating,

dizziness rarely signals a serious, life-threatening condition.

Treatment of dizziness depends on the cause and your

symptoms, but is usually effective.


Characteristics of dizziness may include:

* A sense that you or your surroundings

are spinning or moving (vertigo)

* A loss of balance

* Nausea

* Unsteadiness

* Wooziness

* Lightheadedness

* Faintness

* Weakness

* Fatigue

* Difficulty concentrating

* Blurred vision during quick head movements


Under normal circumstances, your sense of balance

is controlled by a number of signals that your

brain receives from several locations:


* Eyes. No matter what your position,

visual signals help you determine

where your body is in space and how it's moving.

·

Sensory nerves. These are in your skin, muscles and joints.

Sensory nerves send messages to your brain

about body movements and positions.

·

Inner ear. The organ of balance in your inner ear

is the vestibular labyrinth. It includes loop-shaped

structures (semicircular canals) that contain fluid

and fine, hair-like sensors that monitor

the rotation of your head. Near the semicircular

canals are the utricle and saccule, which contain

tiny particles called otoconia (o-toe-KOE-nee-uh).

These particles are attached to sensors that help

detect gravity and back-and-forth motion.


Feeling of faintness

"Presyncope" is the medical term for feeling faint and

lightheaded without losing consciousness. Sometimes nausea,

pale skin and a sense of dizziness accompany

a feeling of faintness. Causes of presyncope include:


1. Drop in blood pressure (orthostatic hypotension).

A dramatic drop in your systolic blood pressure — the higher

number in your blood pressure reading — may result in

lightheadedness or a feeling of faintness. It can occur after

sitting up or standing too quickly.


2. Inadequate output of blood from the heart.**

Conditions such as partially blocked arteries (atherosclerosis),

disease of the heart muscle (cardiomyopathy), abnormal heart

rhythm (arrhythmia) or a decrease in blood volume may

cause inadequate blood flow from your heart.

**That’s me.



As I prepare to return to work, I am planning how I will do things differently, more efficiently, less stressful. I am normally a “let-me-do-it-all-myself” worker. This illness has reminded me that I can’t do everything myself. I hope to start slowly and be able to build up my stamina and strength. I am certain my supportive colleagues will help me along the way.


One step in front of the other…


Here are a few additional images I have taken over the past month.

Kingsley Plantation

My parents at the beach



Flamingos at Jacksonville Zoo




Loop Train at Jacksonville Zoo


1 comment:

Unknown said...

I am so happy you are back,,,didnt look at my email for a long time.

You look great

 
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